

SNEAK PEAK

This world was strange; ever changing, and yet always the same. The colors were dull and nearly lifeless compared to home. The Dreamers didn’t seem to mind the changing seasons, even preparing themselves for it the best they could. Their world was broken up into sections, much like my own. There were languages, cultures, and people of different colors, shapes, and sizes. In all the years that I had been coming here, and it now ranged over ten, it always seemed to surprise me. Although I missed my home, I kept coming back to this place for two reasons. The first had been a favor asked of me by Karma. The second, a young Dreamer by the name of Britian. He and I had become an unlikely duo, one brought together by happenstance. It was not him, exactly, which had brought me into the Waking World. That reason was altogether for another. One I hoped to see very soon. I stole a quick glance up at the sky; it was a perfectly blue sphere surrounding the Earth today, not a cloud in sight. I knew based on where the sun was located that the hour was growing closer to noon. Although the passing of moments within my own realm was often fluid, here, it was enforced by an invisible entity the Dreamers referred to as Time. Although I would never truly understand this being’s power and influence over the Dreamers; I had grown accustomed to it’s keeping. I still could not stay within the Waking world for more than a few hours. Each one becoming more precious than the last. This was because my commission had started out simply; watch over the Brightman family, and report anything strange back to Karma. But now…now everything had changed. My body was curled up against the trunk of a large tree as I waited for the boy to exit his Skool. I was not exactly inconspicuous; but I did try my best to stay small and hidden. I did possess a sort of mirroring magic that made me appear invisible to the veiled eyes of the Dreamers. Unless you were one of the Lunarian Academy Hunters, no one would be able to see me. Even if they happened to stumble into me physically, I would still be unseen. I heard the shuffling of sneakered feet coming from nearby, and my ears perked up. I looked over at the source of the sound. It was coming from a pair of young, female Dreamers. They were laughing to each other, and paid me no mind. It had taken me many months in the beginning of my coming here to remember they would not see me. It had been a hard learned lesson. Once the girls had wandered past, I settled back down and laid my chin upon my front paws. The time was coming soon, when the young Dreamers would be allowed to exit their classrooms. They would wander about the halls of the Skool or lunching area. This was a time of feasting and merriment, at least for most of them. Brit had told me there were the occasional bully, but that he was never one of the ones getting bullied. For this I was very grateful. I was not allowed to directly interfere with the lives of the Brightman family. When a loud bell rang, my ears twitched back round towards the Skool. I scanned the front, side, and then the backdoors of the large building. I did not see him right away. I knew he would be coming our shortly though; I just never knew which door he would be coming out of. I perked my head up when the doors burst open and the young Dreamers all began milling outside. It was always a chaotic event, and it somehow had its own rhythm and consistency. It was fascinating to watch. I heard a familiar voice call out, and my ears swivelled round towards its source. My head followed, and soon, I had spotted a boy with shaggy brown hair carrying a blue backpack over his slender shoulders. He was quickly making his way to the street in front of the Skool. I watched Brit stop just at the edge, click the crossing button on the large street light, look both ways, then hurry across. When he had made it safely to the other side, I chirruped my greeting to let him know where I was. He turned at the sound and ran over. I knew, even with my mirrored magic keeping me safely hidden from others, Brit could see me clearly. He was of the Bloodlines, and unlike other Dreamers, his eyes were unveiled. “Hi! I didn’t think you would be here today,” he said, as he reached me. “I promised yesterday I would be.” “Yeah, I know, but sometimes people don’t keep their promises; I know Da doesn’t,” Brit answered with a soured scrunch of his nose. “Ah.” I said solemnly in reply. I hated to admit it, but sometimes Brit said, and did things, I did not quite understand the meaning of. Especially when his face showed one thing, and his mouth said another. “How was your class this morning?” I asked, rising slowly from my position on the ground. “Okay, I guess. It was math. Are you hungry today? Aggie packed my lunch again.” I nodded my head and took a moment to stretch out my wings. I ruffled my feathers and eased them back down till they were settled along my back. Brit had waited until I was ready to move again before he led us to our usual eating table. He had once called it a pic-nick table, and after trying to explain it to me several times, we had settled on just calling it what it was. A table for eating. Brit took his usual seat, and I sat opposite him, tucking my tail beneath my right back paw. I waited patiently as he placed his backpack onto the bench and unzipped the top. He shuffled the contents about before pulling out a large grey lunch pack. Placing this on top of the table, Brit unzipped it, then flipped it open with a flourish. I leaned up onto my back paws and propped myself higher along the tables edge. I peeked past Brit’s hands and spied the contents of the pack. There was a plastic wrapped sandwich, a green apple, a granola bar, four long carrots sticks, a juice box, and a small bag of salty chips. “Did your sister really pack your lunch today?” I asked eagerly. “Yup; can’t you tell?” Brit asked as he began to inspect our lunch selection. After deciding on where to begin, Brit divided the lunch into sections. He placed half the sandwich, half of the carrot sticks, and half of the granola bar on the table top, then slid them across it towards me. “All done?” I asked, eager to begin. “Yup!” Brit stated with finality. Although these foods had little appeal to me taste wise, but knowing they had been hand picked by her, gave them special meaning. I would enjoy them purely on that note alone. As we began to eat the prepared lunch, other children ran about the playground, trading lunchables and unwanted food items amongst themselves. Brit and I were always left alone to eat in silence or converse amongst ourselves. I could tell the other children watched us with wary eyes, but could never put into words that feeling of oddness. I supposed watching a young boy eat lunch alone at a table and converse with something one could not see would be very disconcerting to a Dreamer. “How is Skool going this year?” I asked after swallowing a bite of my sandwich half. “Okay, I guess,” Brit answered through a piece of half chewed crust. His brows furrowed, as he took another bite. Seeing this, I attempted to distract him by pawing at one of my carrot sticks. Brit watched me, and then smiled. He recognised I had made an upside-down house. Absentmindedly, while still staring at my carrot creation, he reached for the unassigned juice box. Pulling off the straw, he stuck it aggressively into the top, then sucked it back till it began making a sputtering sound. “Hey. Save some for me!” I chirruped quickly. “Sorry…” Brit mumbled an apology, the straw still stuck between his teeth. My eyes watched the straw bob up and down as Brit chewed on it. I could tell there was something clearly wrong with him. “How are things with your friends?” I asked, trying to distract him from whatever was bothering him. “Its okay; we play video games on Saturdays over at Shareef’s house; his big brother wants to be a streamer one day. We get to play all the latest games. It’s fun.” Okay…it isn’t his friends. I thought. “How is your Da?” I asked. “He’s really tired lately, and always working late. I think he wants to do something really nice for Aggie. Maybe he’s trying to buy her something expensive or something. He hasn’t told me anything yet,” Brit answered almost woodenly. Ah, I am getting closer? I thought, as a tiny tear began to form in the corner of his left eye. “Does he share things with your sister, instead of you?” I asked, carefully watching the emotions shift across Brit’s face. “No, I don’t think so,’ his nice became scrunched up with thought, but then he said ‘maybe?” “Maybe what?” I asked and reached for my half of the granola bar. It was stickier than I first thought, and had to use my tongue to get a bitten off piece to just the right spot between my canines. “Maybe… it has to do with Aggie’s birthday coming up. It’s on Saturday this year,” “Your sister’s birth-day?” Even as I said the words, I silently chastised myself. “Yeah; she’s going to be sixteen; it’s supposed to be a big deal. Cory’s older brother just turned sixteen last week, and there was a really big party. But I wasn’t invited,” Brit did not hide his annoyance. “What?’ I stared at the him, as if he had just stated the Council had mandated that Moon Day be national Pudding Day. I felt my furred cheeks frown involuntarily and my tail begin to twitch. Sixteen? She was already sixteen? How had I missed the signs? She shouldn’t be turning this early. Had time really slipped past me? I wasn’t properly prepared to receive her! None of them were. We had hoped for a bit more time. Karma hadn’t given me any new instructions to follow. What was I supposed to do? “Mire? Did I say something stupid again?” I tumbled out of my own thoughts long enough to realize I had made Brit anxious with my silence. “Oh. No, no it’s nothing. You didn’t say anything weird. I was just lost in thought.” “Okay,” Brit said softly. He continued to frown as we dug back into our lunch. It was delicate work, and Brit had to help me a few times to get just the right bite size for me to eat. It was something we had worked out just after our first ever lunch together. As if on cue, the bell sounded from the Skool behind us. Brit quickly stuffed his last two carrots back into the lunch pack before looking up at me with a warm smile. “Thanks for eating with me today,” Brit said hurriedly and began to pack up. “Of course; I’ll see you again soon.” Brit shoved his lunch pack back into his backpack before he ran around the table. Reaching out for a hug, I leaned into his embrace. The moment was always brief, but still effectively affectionate, and I treasured every moment of it. Once he had leaned back, I flexed my wings goodbye. “Bye!” He called over his shoulder as he hurried off back to Skool. I took a few more precious moments to watch him safely cross the street. After he had returned with the other young Dreamers, I took one last moment to enjoy the bright sun overhead. It warmed my fur and the backs of my outstretched wings. Joy slithered up my back from the tip of my tail, and settled in between my shoulders. She was coming home; very, very soon. *** I had not intended to fall asleep, and did not realize I even had, until I was woken by raised voices. The sounds were coming from nearby, possibly around the right of the house. I had made my way back towards the Brightman home after lunching with Brit. Hopped up onto the front porch steps before nestling in behind one of the large potted plants. Once I had settled in, I had pressed my body against the cool surface of the ceramic. I had arrived before anyone else, and had fully intended to wait for Her arrival. Seeing as one of the voices was the Master of the house, I knew I had missed it completely. I shook the disappointment from my feathers, and stretched my limbs into motion. Hopping off the swing in one smooth motion, I carefully made my way off the porch. I turned the corner round the outside of the house. A soon as I had, I stopped mid step. Fear wormed its way deep inside my gut. Gerald, The Brightman Patriarch, was standing across from a man I immediately recognized. He was well known, and greatly feared, amongst my kind. Before I could be spotted, I leapt into a nearby bush. My heart pounded. I felt my fur spike along my back, and my ears twitch nervously back and forth. My wings tucked tightly along my body, and I waited. “What are you doing here?” I heard Gerald demand; there was a distinct tremor in his voice. “I’m surprised you even have to ask me that,” the other man answered with mild surprise. “You know I am done with all this,” Gerald gestured angrily with his raised hands. Their attention was obviously focused on each other, and I knew I had not been seen. “That isn’t really up to you,” the other man continued, his demeanor cool and calmly collected. “You and all the others are not welcome here anymore!” Gerald nearly shouted. I felt pride swell in my chest at how he was mustering up his courage. The other man blinked, then smiled sadly before saying, “We don’t need your permission, Gerald.” Gerald took a step back and I watched when his hands became clenched into fists at his side. “Haven’t they taken enough? What more could they want from us?” Gerald asked angrily. The other man lifted his arms and pressed his thick hands into the front pockets of his jeans. “Jillian made her own choices; we understand that you and your family had nothing to do with that.” “Don’t you dare talk about Jillian!” Gerald spat out the words. The other man tilted his head, his smile fading. “You aren’t the only one who grieved her loss, Gerald. We all felt the weight of the Councils decision.” “What do any of you, especially the Council, know about grief?” Gerald nearly growled out the words. “Do you seriously still blame us for your Jillian’s condition? She made a choice to disobey the Will of the Council, Gerald. There was nothing that could have been done differently; Your daughter broke our Sacred laws, and was punished accordingly,” the other man stated with such indifference, I nearly growled. Gerald moved towards the other man and gripped the front of his shirt with one powerfully clenched fist. “You know there was absolutely something else that could have been done! Don’t think for one bloody second we have forgiven, or forgotten, what you all did. How you all betrayed us; how you betrayed her,” Gerald’s voice was ice cold and full of venom. The other man remained unfazed. “Gerald. What ever happened, happened. There is nothing that can be done about it now. Let us leave the—” “Da? Are you out here?” Both men turned towards the sound of a teenage girl’s voice coming from the front of the house. I watched silently, as Gerald abruptly let go of the man’s shirt. He shoved him back a step. The man stumbled back, turned to look at the direction the voice had come from, then frowned. “We’ll have to speak again, and soon, Gerald. Until then—” “We will never speak of this again. You and the Family, can all go to hell,” Gerald whispered the words with such hatred, the fur along my back stood on end. The man looked at Gerald one last time before he sadly shook his head, turned, and began walking away. “Da, you okay? Who are you talking to?” She came walking around the corner, stopping only when she had spotted Gerald. She was beautiful. In all the ways that mattered. In all the ways I remembered. Although she was now older, there were still tiny reminders of her younger self hidden within her features. I felt a calmness settle across my back. A memory of her tiny protective fingers gliding over my fur stirred in the back of my mind. I couldn’t stop a smile from forming. “Da? Was someone else here just now? I thought I heard you shouting,” She asked Gerald curiously. My ears flattened when I heard the concern edging her voice. I didn’t like it. “Agatha.” Gerald whispered the name so softly, I thought She hadn’t heard him. He never called her that. Unless she was in serious trouble; which she rarely was. I had made sure of that the best I could. “Now I know you’re not okay. You never call me that; unless I’m in trouble. Am I? In trouble?” She asked quickly, the question spoken with concern. “What? Oh…n-no, Aggie. Sorry,” Gerald lamely stated. “Dinners on the table; if you’re ready to come in.” “Yes, I’m coming. Let’s go,” Gerald said, as he rubbed a hand along the back of his neck. They both turned, Gerald ushering Aggie alone. “Are you sure you’re okay Da? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.” “It’s n-nothing, lets go. What did you make—” I didn’t hear the last few words that came out of Gerald’s lips. The Dreamscape called to me, clawed me back into its embrace. I struggled against it, wanting one last look at her. One last moment to gaze at her face. It was relentless, unignorable, and all powerful. The Weavings of my existence were tied to it. I couldn’t resist. Couldn’t stop the way my body was dragged into the world beyond the eyes of the Waking World.

I flinched up in my chair, instantly relaxing when I heard Da’s voice. “Easy there, Little Bug,” he said with concern. His hand had fallen on my shoulder, causing me to jolt awake. “Oh! Sorry Da. Did I fall asleep again?” I asked, rubbing the tiredness from my eyes. “You did; working hard on…math?” Da’s eyes stole a peek at the papers laying on the table beneath my crossed arms. “Yeah; I need to get this done before Friday’s class.” “It’s nearly ten; you sure you don’t want to pack it in for the night?” Da asked with concern. “Yeah…that might be a good idea. I’ll just grab a drink of water before heading off. Okay?” “Sounds like a good idea. Good night,” Da pressed a kiss on the top of my head and stepped back. I clumsily shuffled my papers together, then stuffed them nonchalantly into a nearby binder. I could feel him watching me. He was still doing it even as I pushed back my chair and reached for my empty glass. I could tell there was something he wanted to say. He always stared at me or Brit just before he wanted to talk to us. I was curious about what could be on his mind this late at night. I rose silently from my chair. Just as I moved towards the kitchen sink, he called my name. “Yeah Da?” I asked before turning back around. My eyebrows scrunched up when I saw the sad look on his face. “I love you; you know that, right?” He almost whispered the words. I frowned, clutching the glass a little to tightly. Was he being serious? Of course I knew that. “Yeah, of course I know that Da.” “Good. I know I have taken your mother’s death very hard these last few years; and I haven’t been the easiest parent to live with…but I just needed to know that you knew that.” It almost sounded like he was trying to apologize for something, but I wasn’t sure what. He never acted like this before. He was starting to scare me. Was something seriously wrong? Was he hiding something? “Brit and I know that Da. Its okay, it’s been hard on everyone,” I tried to say the words in a soothing way. Not that I’m an expert on how to make a grownup feel reassured or anything. But at least I was trying. In spite of my attempts, I’m still rewarded with one of Da’s rare smiles. Before I could smile back, he just walked away. I wasn’t really fazed by the suddenness of it. That was kinda his thing. He wasn’t very good at dealing with emotions, that was always Mum’s specialty. Kissing boo boo’s, giving warm hugs when your sad or scared, or taking long walks outside to talk about our feelings; that had been Mum. Killing spiders, chasing away monsters from closets and from under beds, or telling bedtime stories so vivid you would swear they were actually real; that was Da. Mum was gone, Jillian was in the hospital in a coma, and Da had kind of driven Muriel off. The job of emotional regulator had unfortunately fallen to me. I didn’t mind it really though, the responsibility was…challenging, but had its perks. Like late nights studying while sneaking a few bowls of ice cream. Getting to stay over at my friends more often because Da felt guilty. And even being paid a higher allowance because he was away a lot these days. I didn’t even mind watching over Brit so much. He was a good kid, and pretty much took care of himself. Da was only in a dark mood most of the time, but showed up when it really mattered. It wasn’t perfect, but it was our family. I loved them all so very much. So, when Da suddenly walked back into the kitchen, holding a small wrapped box in his hand, I was seriously surprised. He was still smiling, but there was that old sadness behind his eyes. I watched him carefully as he crossed the kitchen. He didn’t stop until he was standing right in front of me. Without a word, Da reached for my right hand, lifted it up, and pressed a small wrapped package into it. Once I had gripped it, he let my hand go and stepped back. He smiled at me as brightly as he could, turned away, and left the kitchen again without saying anything. I knew better than to call after him, so I just stared at the present for a moment, before I slowly began to unwrap it. The box was small enough to fit in both my hands, and there were several layers of tissue paper guarding whatever was inside. As I carefully tore into it, my eye caught sight of something that reflected the overhead light. When I reached into the small box, my fingers slid over a smooth, glossy surface. I gasped in happy surprise when I withdrew my hand. Clutched between my fingers was a small hairclip, one in the shape of a Monarch Butterfly. The wings looked like they were made of stained glass, but instead of the usual oranges, blacks, and whites, this one was teal, blue, and gold. I gaped openly at it, too stunned to speak. I had only seen the likes, a couple times in my life. The first to wear it was Jillian. Second was Mum, and she had worn it almost every day, and only just after Jillian’s accident. The last one had been Muriel. I had only seen her wear it for two days, and that had been just before she had moved out, and had stopped talking to Da. Was Da seriously giving me one of the same hairpins right now? I drew the trinket away from my face and up towards the kitchen light. It shone brightly through the wings, and cast tiny patches of colour on my face. “Wow!” As the sound slipped out, I couldn’t keep the wide smile off my face. My cheeks started to hurt. I had never owned anything so beautiful. It was the perfect birthday gift. Now I had something that connected me to my Mum, and both my elder sisters. I laughed softly, tears beginning to form as I lowered my hand. I really didn’t want to break it, and decided to put it into its box for now. When I moved the tissue paper to one side, I noticed there was something still left inside. It was a small piece of folded paper. My name was written on the first fold, and Mum’s handwriting stared back at me. While still staring at the note, I gently placed the hairclip on the counter before then reaching for it. I inspected it quickly, and saw that the paper was crisp, and slightly yellow, like it was several years old. Mum must have written it a while ago; probably before she died. Had she written it knowing she wouldn’t be here with me today? I turned around until the light was at my back, then I began to read. Dear Agatha; The happiest of birthdays to you. Becoming sixteen is very important in this family; and I am just so saddened that I did not get to be around for yours. I hope you like your present; it is a very special hair pin used by all the girls in our family. I thought…since it was the very same thing I gave to Jilly and Mur on their sixteenth birthdays, now would be the best time to give you yours. Please forgive me for not being there today, to help you celebrate this great milestone. I wish I could be there with you now, to see the wonderful young woman you have become. Remember to keep dreaming your wonderful dreams, my darling Aggie, and work hard to one day make them a reality. You have all my heart, forever Lovey. Happy Birthday. Love Mum Tears fell from my chin and splattered onto the weathered paper in my trembling hands. I choked back a sob, quickly dropping the note onto the counter next to the discarded box. Carefully snatching up the butterfly pin, I raced out of the kitchen. I seriously needed to talk to Da. I knew exactly where he would be and headed straight out of the kitchen towards the stairs going up to the second floor. After climbing them two at a time, I made my way down the hallway until I was standing at Da’s bedroom. I didn’t bother knocking before I pushed the door open. He was sitting on the edge of his bed, holding a framed picture of Mum in his hands. He heard the door open and turned towards it. There was a look of surprise on his face before he quickly tried to hide his grief. “Da, don’t. Please, don’t do that,” I pleaded as I walked into the room. I quickly closed the door so Brit wouldn’t hear us, then pressed my back against it and waited for Da to speak. “D-Do what Little Bug?” Da asked, obviously trying to calm himself, but failing. “That thing you do when you try and hide your feelings about Mum being gone,” I stated softly, trying not to come across as disrespectful. “Oh…that; I guess you’re not a little girl anymore,” Da looked utterly defeated. “Da, I haven’t been a little girl for over three years. You know, a thing called puberty happened,” I teased gently and came to the edge of the bed. “Right…” his voice trailed off and fresh tears began to spill down his face. I sat next to him and extended a hand to his shoulder. He looked like he was in so much pain. I started to rub his back, and hoped Da understood, it was the same thing Mum had done for us kids when we had been upset. The tension in his shoulders eased just a tiny bit. “I know…it’s just…” Da said as he angrily began brushing away the tears from his face. “Hey,’ I presented him with the butterfly pin, ‘I read the letter. Did you and Mum really give one of these to Jilly and Mur? Had Gran, and Gran’da given Mum one too?” “Da?” I asked after he didn’t answer right away. “Hmm? Oh…yes. Yes, we did. And yes, they did. Only on their Sixteenth Birthdays. It’s a kind of family tradition. I’ll explain everything in a few days; after I get that last manuscript finished up. Alright?” “Sure Da. That sounds great.” He offered me a forced smile. I opened my mouth to ask another question, but hesitated. There was something strange going on with him, I just knew it. But I also knew this was not the time to ask. He said he would talk to me in a few days. I would wait until then. “I had better head off to bed now, Da. If I fail that math test, I’m holding you personally responsible.” Da looked up, and gave me a real, genuine smile. It was still sad, but less so now. I smiled back, giving him a quick hug before getting up from the bed. “Good night Little Bug, sweet dreams.” “Night Da.” *** I hated waking up being cold. It was the worst feeling in the world. One minute you’re snuggled beneath your warm comforter, and the next you’re being woken up by violent shivering. This always happened when I was tossing and turning in my sleep. The comforter would probably be slumped on the floor. I would only be covered by a thin sheet. Although winter was still a few months away, the air in Halifax was already cold. I groaned softly and shimmied myself over to the edge of the bed. I flung my arm around and let my hand brush along the floor. My fingers searched all over, but found no trace of the comforter. Groaning again, I moved to sit up, then opened my eyes. I froze in place and blinked with disbelief. It took my mind a few seconds to realize that I wasn’t in bed at all. Instead of the comforts of my bed, I was surrounded by piles of white snow. Not just piles of it, but swirling clouds of it too. I wrapped my arms tightly around my chest to keep warm as the cold bit through my pajama’s. I must have sleepwalked, and it must have snowed last night. But had it? I didn’t remember there being any snow in the forecast. But here it was, a whole blizzard! “H-Hello!” I called into the storm. I looked around, feeling disoriented, and eerily, very alone. My heart started racing as I rose to my feet. Only the soft whispering of the wind answered my voice; that, and a face full of wet, thick, and sticky snow. A shiver ran down my spine and I hugged myself tighter. Am I outside the house? I thought while quickly scanning the surrounding area. I couldn’t see very far because of the storm, but I didn’t see any house shaped shadows in the distance. My teeth began chattering. I clenched tightly to stop them from making a loud clacking sound. W-Well. No way I’m s-staying here. It was so cold, even my thoughts were chattering. After one last time looking around, I decided there was no other choice but to pick a random direction, and start walking. My hair blew about my face while an icy wind tried pushing me backwards. The storm swirled around me, as I walked for several minutes. By this time, the snow had become thicker and thicker. I felt the cold biting into my knees. C-C-Come o-on! I thought angrily, but pressed on. It was now more out of spite than a sense of actual direction. W-where a-a-am I? My thoughts continued as I covered my mouth with my hands. I tried blowing hot breath in between my fingers, but only puffs of frozen mist clung to my skin. My body shivered again. Harder this time. I had no choice but to return my arms around my chest and keep walking. My exposed feet stung with each step through the snow, and I had to keep my jaw clenched tight. Where was I going? I couldn’t keep this up for much longer. I was going to freeze to death! I looked up ahead, but the storm was too wild. I squinted, trying desperately to find some kind of shelter. At least then I could hide out until the storm had passed. But the longer I looked, the more I saw nothing. It must have stood there, looking like a lost idiot, for a good five minutes, before I heard it. A howl; hidden beneath the whipping wind that tore at my skin and clothes. But it couldn’t be, there was nothing else out here. Right? That’s just how the wind sounded during a winter storm. Right? I kept walking, trusting my senses that it had only been the wind howling at my back. I walked for a few long steps, before I heard it again. Closer this time. It’s just the wind. The winter storms in Halifax always sounded like that in the beginning. Eventually, they will stop, and the sound will go away. Right? Right?” There it was again, so faint I could barely make it out. I stopped in the snow, straining my ears again, waiting. I knew I couldn’t wait for long; I was so cold I feared my legs wouldn’t move again when I needed them to. I didn’t wait long. There it was again. This one was much louder, and closer, this time. I leaned into the direction I thought the sound was coming from. The howl came a third time, really clear this time. Maybe its just a dog? I risked waiting again, just for a few seconds more. Nothing, but then, a shiver, unlike the one caused by the cold wind, ran down my spine. Someone– no, something – was watching me. I could feel eyes crawling all over me. “H-H-Hello!” I called out, my teeth chattering so badly I didn’t think I had gotten the words out clearly. A soft, guttural growl came from behind me, and I jerked in place, every muscle locking. I felt coiled like a tight spring. The snow crunched. One step, then two. My heart leapt into my throat. Was it a dog? Was it going to hurt me? I waited, fearing the worst. My heart was beating so loud I could hear it ringing in my ears. I turned my head, and peeked over my shoulder. I looked out and spotted a shadow, standing impossibly tall just in between the sheets of sleet and snow. The storm raged around it, but it was unfazed. I swallowed a lump forming in my throat and turned back around. “I-Its not r-real, I-Its not r-real, I-Its not r-real.” I chanted to myself, hoping I was right. I started walking again, eyes focused straight ahead. One step. Then two. Three. I suddenly stopped dead again. To my horror, I realized each step was followed by a step from behind. The shadow was following me! Run! My inner voice screamed at me. So, I did. I ran. I ran like death followed behind me. And it really felt like it was. I screamed, running blindly through the storm. I didn’t know where I was going. It didn’t matter. I had to get away, had to escape. The storm clawed at my face, my heart beating wildly inside my chest. Tears stung my eyes, falling down my cheeks, becoming frozen before reaching my chin. I stumbled forward through a heavy pile of snow, and the shadow growled behind me. I screamed in answer. If I hadn’t known any better, and hadn’t been so scared, I may have understood the meaning of that growl. But I hadn’t, and had no warning when the ground beneath my feet suddenly disappeared. I fell straight down through the snow. It surrounded me, covering my eyes and face. It fluttered past me in a blur of white. I screamed again, more from surprise than fear this time. My feet impacted hard ground, my knees buckling just before I fell over myself. I collapsed like a rag doll suddenly dropped into a kids toybox. I gasped in a choked breath, trying to breath, scream, cry, moan, and gasp all at the same time. Nothing came out of my mouth as stayed slumped on the ground. I clutched my stomach and heaved for breath. Even though I hurt all over, the fear was still there, forcing me to look back. That was a mistake. The storm still raged around it, but now I could see it clearly, almost as if the storm itself suddenly was cut off at the border of the cliff. The shadow over seven feet tall, with shoulders as big as a bears. It was standing on two legs, with giant arms, and its body was covered in thick flowing, greyish white fur. Its chest was huge and bulging with muscles. It looked like a very furry body builder, except its head looked like a giant Wolves. Strange black stripes ran down its muzzle and nose. It was totally terrifying looking! The fear returned just as my breath did. I flew to my feet, turned, and just ran. One step, two, then three. And then I suddenly found myself slowing. I didn’t hear anything chasing me. No giant padded paws on cold stone. No frantic growling of a hungry beast ready to catch me and eat me. Nothing. I dared to look back. I was shocked to find the creature hadn’t moved at all. It just stood on the edge of the cliff, watching me. It stared at me for a minute longer, and then it just turned around and walked back into the storm. What was that? I thought and rubbed my palms against my pajama pant leg. I caught myself before I stupidly called out. Fine, if it wanted to leave, let it. As long as it wasn’t going to chase after me, it could go anywhere it wanted. I didn’t care. My pant leg had gotten surprisingly wet from the sweat on my palms. When I looked down, I realized it wasn’t sweat at all, but blood! I winced and brought my hands up to my face. Tiny pieces of gravel had become imbedded in my palms. It must have been from the fall. Ouch. I thought and began to gently pry the pieces out, one by one. It took me a few minutes to do this, and by that time my heart had stopped racing. My breath was back, and I sighed with relief. Picking out the gravel was delicate work, and took all my concentration. I didn’t hear the foot steps coming. I didn’t see the shadow that fell over me from behind until it had blocked out the sun. And I definitely didn’t notice the sudden thudding of my heart again until it was too late.

I should have known it wouldn’t just leave me alone. It was a big, scary, hungry monster. I was going to be eaten, and there was nothing I could do about it. I took in a quick breath, wished that my family would be okay after I was gone, closed my eyes tight, and braced myself for whatever the monster did next. A second went by, then another. I opened one eye. Nothing. I opened the other eye. Still nothing. Was it gone? I thought hopefully. I looked at the ground at my feet. Nope, it wasn’t gone; the shadow was still there. I let my breath out slowly, then tried wiggling my little finger, to see if anything would happen. Nothing. Huh. Maybe it was actually nothing. Maybe it was just a figment of my imagination. There was only one way to find out. Swallowing my fear, I forced myself to turn around. I blinked in surprise when I came nose to nose with a velveteen head. It wasn’t the muscular belly of the monster like I had first thought it would be. Instead, it was the long face of a horse. It breathed through its nostrils and a rush of hot air fluttered past my cheeks. I blinked once, thinking it would go away. It didn’t. I slowly stepped back. As I blinked, the horse was suddenly further away than before. Right behind it, looming like an impassible giant, was a mountain. It was so huge, it blotted out the sun and half the sky. I had to crane my neck way up to even see the top of it. I almost tripped backwards; that’s how far I had to look up. I could see the stars above now, and they did not look familiar at all. It was like someone had thrown a giant blanket, made out of star constellations, over the whole world. The sky looked muted with its strange mixtures of greens, greys, purples, and oranges. Suddenly remembering the horse was still there, I quickly turned back to face it. I could see its whole body now, and I didn’t know how I ever mistook it for anything other than what it really was. Its body was sleek and glossy, exactly how the horse from Black Beauty might have looked in real life. It’s mane and tail were an untamed and wild mass of flowing pitch-black hair. Its face was long and angular, and a long sparkling black horn was protruding from the center of its forehead. It was so beautiful, and somehow, I just knew it could also be very dangerous. And it wasn’t a horse at all, but a black unicorn! When I continued to stare, it lowered its head and pawed at the ground. Could it actually hurt me? Probably. Would it, though? I hope not! I thought as I stood there like an idiot, completely unsure of what to do. The Unicorn lifted its head, stared at me for a long moment, then it just turned away. “H-Hey! Wait!” I called in a near panic. I quickly ran to catch up. It never stopped trotting forward, but I did manage to reach it after a couple of seconds. Once I had, it flicked its tail and looked back over its muscular shoulder at me. Its eyes were large pools of midnight color, and held a humanlike quality. Call me crazy for following the thing, but there was no way I was going to stay there, knowing the wolf/man/thing might come back. I don’t know how I knew this, but I knew I was safer with the Unicorn. Besides, didn’t the Unicorn always come to the aid of the fair maiden in all the fantasy stories? We walked side by side down a rocky path as the sun shone overhead. After a while, beads of sweat began to form on my forehead. I wiped my palm across it. It stung really bad, and I flinched from the pain. Even though the sun was almost completely blocked by the top of the looming mountain, it was still hot. “Um…’ I began awkwardly, ‘what is this place?” The Unicorn looked back at me, then back to the path, and kept walking. Okay. I guess we just keep walking. I thought. The mountain continuing to loom overhead, bigger and bigger, until it nearly blocked out the sky altogether. We must have walked for what seemed like hours before the Unicorn stopped, looked back at me, and its eyes seemed to say, ‘Are you alright?’ “Uh, y-yes! I’m fine, just, my palm hurts.” I quickly answered. The unicorn bobbed its head at me, then we started walking again. I kept looking at it; just to make sure it was really there. It was beautiful, sleek, and very powerfully muscled. I wondered how fast it could run. Did Unicorns follow the same rules of galloping as other horses? Or could they kind of fly over the ground? Is that how they got around so fast? Was it simply magic? I let my thoughts wander on the possibilities surrounding such a creature as we continued to follow the path ahead. The mountain always seemed to stay the same distance away, even though we we’re obviously getting closer. Its shadow crawled along the floor towards us, and I shivered at the thought of having to cross it. I looked away from it and back at the Unicorn again. I didn’t see the football sized rock looming ahead of my feet, and I made contact with it. I stumbled forward, my hand reaching out for anything to stop myself from falling right on my own face. My fingers grazed something silky and warm, and I clutched it, stopping myself in mid air. My eyes fell straight toward the ground. When I looked up along the path ahead of us, I couldn’t help but cry out in shock. “W-wait!” my voice squeaked out when I saw that the mountain was no longer looming in front of us. I turned back and stared in disbelief, my hand falling away from the Unicorn’s side. Somehow, we had crossed over the mountain without knowing it. We were now standing safely on the other side! I quickly looked up at the Unicorn, and it nodded its head vigorously. I knew this had to mean yes, that we had actually passed over the mountain, and somehow had ended up on the other side. But…but how did we— Before I could actually say anything, the Unicorn began stomping its front hoof. It snorted loudly in agitation, and flicked its head back and forth. “What’s wrong?” I asked, reaching out to sooth its flank. I quickly jerked my hand back. The Unicorn was ice cold, and frost now coated the parts of my hand that had touched it. “What—” I started to say as I turned to look back at the path ahead. An endless jungle, spanning as far to the left and right as my eyes could see. I had never been to the amazon before, but this is exactly what I imagined it would look like! The trees were so tall, I couldn’t see the sky above them anymore. The sweet smell of tropical flowers wafted over just as a heavy wind blew quickly past. A great rumbling noise, like the ground breaking apart from deep underground, was coming from within the treeline. The sound started softly. Then it grew; just like the beat of a heavy drum. The Unicorn turned sharply to the side as several of the giant trees cracked in half. I jumped back just as they fell to the ground with a deafening crash. My eyes followed the length of the trees until they came to rest on two gigantic paws. Sparkling white claws dug deeply into the bark, millions of sparkling stars reflected off what I thought was fur. As my eyes followed the length of those long limbs, a creature reared itself out of the jungle. It took a moment for me to realize what exactly it was. It was an animal of some sort, a bear maybe; but it was monstrously huge. Its face was distorted and covered in thick black scars. It had a thick hide of fur, and at the right angles, it completely disappeared when it was standing beneath the night sky. Before I could wrap my mind around what exactly the bear/monster/thing was doing, the unicorn stamped its feet loudly, then reared its head back, kicking its front legs out angrily. Was it actually going to try and challenge the monster bear? The Bear bared its fangs and growled menacingly at us. I jerked back a step when it threw its head up. A deafening roar rang through the air. I quickly covered my ears to soften the sound. It hurt so bad I thought my eardrums would burst. My skin crawled and tremors shook through the ground at my feet. Just as the roar ended, the Bear fell to its front paws with a deafening crash. I stumbled, nearly losing my balance, but the Unicorn pressed its side against me. I laid my hands against it, feeling its heart race beneath my palm. “Augustrian!” I heard a voice shout into the air. I had to step back, as the Unicorn reared up again. I blinked in disbelief, looking around to see who had spoken. My eyes looked first at the bear-thing, and then I turned to face the Unicorn. It was staring at me intently, its eyes wild with command. All I could do was just stand there when the Bear took a menacing step towards us. I felt a scream building inside my chest when the ground suddenly opened up beneath us. It spread itself wide until it was a perfect circle, just about the size of a large hula hoop. I reached for the Unicorn, but all I felt were its eyes on me. “Fly!” the same voice, as before commanded. Before I could reply, I screamed and fell through the hole. The hole above closed with a soft pop; just like a bubble bursting. The Unicorn, the bear, and the jungle were gone. Only a vast canopy of stars was left. My mind couldn’t put into words the images of the cosmos that opened up before me. If not for the fear that had paralyzed my mind, I would have thought it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Brilliant patches of swirled pinks and violets lit up the sky as clouds of dissipating teals and blues fluttered past. I began to seriously fall, and there was nothing I could do to stop it. The air dragged my hair and clothes past my cheeks and ears, and I tried brushing them back down. My body suddenly swirled around, and I was falling just like a skydiver would. Belly first, hair and tears streaming past my ears, the ground below a blurry image of trees, mountains, and empty snowy plains. I was above the jungle now, falling straight towards the Unicorn and the giant Bear. They were fighting, and something in my heart fluttered just like a tiny bird. It wasn’t fear, it was something else. Something…I couldn’t put into words. If I hadn’t been so scared, it might have actually been fun. But I knew there was something very wrong about what they were doing. I wanted them to stop. This wasn’t right! I opened my mouth to call out to them, but a high-pitched screech stopped me. I turned my face towards it. A flash of bright light appeared, disturbing the cosmos. A strange birdlike shape drifted through it. It had a dark outline, and looked like some type of winged creature. I felt myself gasp in awe, as the creature flew towards me, becoming larger and larger the closer it got. When it was finally close enough that I could have touched it, the creature unfurled its large wings. A thickly furred body, long dangling legs, thick claws, leathery wings, and the face of a giant bat greeted me. Was it actually smiling at me? Could bats even smile? The bat suddenly twirled its body in a wide arc, tucking its wings in together for few seconds, before it flew right below me. I had no other choice but to reach out and grab it. It glided just below me, and I drifted lightly onto its back. The air currents gradually began to subside, and my body relaxed. The bat was warm, and soft to the touch. It wasn’t leathery at all, but covered in a reddish, brown fur. It felt exactly like the downy of a chick. I took in a shuddering breath before I Looked up. We weren’t falling anymore. We were flying! Between the large ears of the bat, I saw a burst of brilliantly white light split the horizon. I leaned back and let the light caress me all over. It was so warm and welcoming. So full of promise. I felt like anything was possible. Like anything I wanted to do was possible. It was the most beautiful sunrise I had ever seen. It was both blinding, and warm. It was like this was how every sunrise was supposed to feel. How a sunrise was meant to be. Was this delight? Bliss maybe? I didn’t; have time to actually think about anything more. The bat suddenly jolted in surprise, nearly throwing me off its back. I gripped its fur so tightly, my knuckles turned white. I quickly looked around, and heard an angry screeching coming from my left. I looked over, past the now torn wing of the Bat, at a giant Owl. It was nearly invisible, since its feathers were the same strange colors of the sky. Just like the giant Bears fur had been. “Whoa!” I cried when the Bat squeaked in pain, flicked its wing powerfully. It was trying to knock the owl off. I held on for dear life as the Owl flew into us. The Bat jerked away again, barely escaping the sharp, bone white claws of the Owl. It veered down, tucking its wings, and me in, as it did. The wind rushed past us. After a quick twirl, the bat opened it wings up again. I sat up quickly, trying to shake off the queasiness settling in the pit of my stomach. I immediately starting looking around for the Owl. I couldn’t see it at first, but then, I spotted it too late. Its claws lashed out and pierced through the left wing of the Bat. I gripped tightly as the Bat jerked again, trying to free itself. The Owl was relentless. Its beak reaching in, again, and again, trying to snap at me. I screamed, my body jerking back and forth as the Bat tried to pull away, at the same time as the Owl tried to pull us in. Back and forth, back and forth. My stomach became queasy again. With a sudden, forceful lurch, the bat flung itself out of the Owls talons, narrowly avoiding its clacking beak. It wasn’t quite enough to completely get away. The lurch cost the Bat a bit of shredded wing, and some flesh dangled from the talons of the Owl. The lurch also cost me my grip on now slick fur. A scream of panic rose inside my chest. It pierced the air as I reached out, felt nothing but open air, and began to fall. The Bat must have felt the loss of me, because it coiled itself around. It dove with me, its one good wing reaching out. The tip of one claw snagged at my arm and sliced through the skin. I cried out, the pain was like liquid fire. I watched with horror as it was jerked back again, the Owl now on top of the Bat’s exposed back. I reached out helplessly before the wind rushed past. I watched through the wild whipping of my hair, as the Owl and the Bat continued fighting overhead. I was terrified. And yet…I felt that same strange feeling as before, when I was watching the Unicorn and the Bear. That strange feeling of unnaturalness. That things weren’t right, as they were. That I had to do something to stop them. I covered my ears as a painful squeak sounded across the sky above. I wanted it to end. I wanted this all to be just a bad dream. Most of all…I just wanted to wake up. It was this very thought that finally drove me to take in a long breath. My scream pierced the air with such force, it felt like the very world around me shuddered awake. The very fabric of the heavens quivered with power, and I felt something warm begin to beat in sync with my heart. And then, the wind just, calmed. It became a soft caress, like gentle fingers over my skin and hair. A thick coil of it wrapped itself gently around my legs. Then it slithered up around my belly. It held me tenderly, never squeezing so tight, as to hurt me, but tight enough to keep me bound in its invisible embrace. I felt my heart calm. The beats slow. I felt like I was being hugged. I lower my hands and look down. Scales. As large as my head, layered around a body so thick I couldn’t have wrapped my arms around it. It was like a lizard, but smooth and cool to the touch. A brilliant mix of blues, greys, and teal; all swirling in delicate patterns across the scales. Thick corded muscles wiggled beneath, and drew me closer to the ground. As the coils neared, I heard the sound of waves washing over sandy beaches. We’re at the ocean? I thought with surprise. I felt a pull drawing me upwards towards the sky. I looked up, but I could barely make out the shapes of the Bat and Owl still fighting impossibly high above. Had I really just been up there? Flying? I reached a hand out, almost as if to urge the two giant creatures to stop their fighting. Why was I so calm all of a sudden? I thought, as I lowered my hand. I stared up at the sky for a few seconds longer before I looked back down at the coils. I let my hand glide along the scales as the body of the giant snake began to unwrap itself from around me. My feet were gently pressed on to the sand of a glistening beach. I looked out at the waves lapping the shore, my fingers still gliding along the curve of the snake’s scales. As the last of it disappeared into the ground like it was made of water, I swear I heard an approving hiss sound behind my ear. My toes sunk deeply into the sand, the waves peacefully gliding back and forth with the tide. Tiny purple and teal crabs scuttled along the waters edge, picking up small bits of shell and rock. I lifted my hand and reached out towards the sunset just beginning in the distance. The light was bright but not completely blinding yet. Just before I opened my mouth to say anything, something slidacross my shoulders, and took hold of my outstretched hand. It had come from behind me, and I knew it was lending me its strength. I turned around slowly. A strangely familiar warmth spread across my body, as a shadow gently reached out and drew me in for a hug. It cradled me close, and I could feel a strangely beating heart beneath my ear. “Shhhh,’ the shadow soothed, ‘everything is going to be alright.” I blushed furiously. Only Da had held me this tightly before. I didn’t know what to do, so I just stood there, allowing this strange humanoid shape to hold me. After a few moments, a sense of relief flooded my mind. The shadow drew me from my feet, and laid me down on my back. When it had lifted its arms from me, I saw it clearly for the first time. It looked like a man; but it had beautifully blue skin, just like the night after the sun sets. Dark swirling marks had been painted up along each of its arms, continuing down a muscular torso, and then disappeared beneath a pair of Arabian looking pants. Thick, black hair coiled along each bared shoulder, and a pair of horns curled up from the sides of its head. It stared down at me with humanlike eyes, but the pupils were a midnight blue, and the irises were completely black. It was smiling at me tenderly. I couldn’t explain it, but I knew he wasn’t going to hurt me. “Safe now,” the strange blue-skinned man whispered softly. His voice sounded exactly what you would imagine the depths of the ocean would sound like, if it ever spoke aloud. He turned aside and sat in the sand next to me. He laid back, hands raised above his head, like he didn’t have a care in the world. I stayed sitting up and stared at him for a long moment, before deciding to lay back too. I listened to the waves washing back and forth across the beach at our feet. The water tickled my toes, and I drew comfort from the strange man’s presence. The longer I laid there, the heavier with sleep my eyes got. The man beside me began to hum a soft lullaby and I closed my eyes. The sound was so familiar, I found myself humming along. After a while, my eyes became too heavy to stay awake, and the sound of the waves lulled me into a dreamless sleep.